… just do the stuff you like for the people you love and for yourself.
Keep it simple. The primary goal of any species on this planet is to survive. Live another day to enjoy life. There’s no need for a bigger purpose than that.
Don’t count the minutes, just live them, for the people you love and for yourself. Do something you don’t completely hate. Build something. Solve a problem. Make memories. That’s all there is to life.